Colour Pencils and a Drawing

Leotards and Gymrama apparatus

2009-12-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

more to come

more details : 0122531389

WANTED!

2009-12-22T23:00:00.004+08:00

RM 49.90

currently NOT available in MOST bookstores

p/s: help me find it!!!!

Mr. SS

2009-12-21T23:36:00.005+08:00

dear green,

today i went on a blind meet up.
i met up the mysterious dude
who happens to only text me.
and i never knew how his face is.

nervous.
how could he look like?
all i know, he wears glasses.
he wouldnt be big bcoz he plays bsktball for his school.
he is 174cm tall.

'jumpe kat bowling la'
'ok'

jeng jeng jeng.

'jap, i gi smyg. u tunggu je situ'
'ok'

wanted to pee.
TOILET!!!!

im ready, waited for afiey to finish.(she tman me)

"baby get shaky after schoool............"
'hello'
'kat mane nieyh?'
'jap, pg toilet jap.'
'ouh. ok'

went out of the bolwing alley
tbe2 ada org approach.

'hey, emy kan?'
'a ah. hye'
dalam otak, he's not that bad looking.
dressing pown ok.
overall, just look like super normal.

'ok. movie start in 15 minutes. nk buat ape?'
'ummm... donno?'
'arcade nk?'
'JOM!'

we played daytona.
and i was never first during the first 7 laps.
final lap! kedebabooomb!
wohoooo!
FIRST!
again i win at daytona.
as always.

ok.
movie time.
we watched santau.
i was SUPER SCARED at the start.
i even closed my ears when the movie hasnt started,
he laughed at me.
ok then.
took a deep breathe and loosen my fear.

guess what?
the movie turned out to be funny.
hahahahahaha.
i mean it was scary at times.
but it was more funny than scary.

well, he spilled strawberry soda on his shirt during the mvie.
so we had to look for shirt.
he choosed TL of all places.
wonder why?
and afiey ask me to tman her to toilet.
asyik2 pgi toilet je.

mama called.
'i want to see this boy'

got out of the toilet.
saw mama.
tunjuk which one is he.

dalam otak mama,
ok la
xde la nmpk mcm rempit.

BASKINS!!
went there for ice cream.
his fren didnt join us.
he was looking for sumthin.
story2..blah2..

ok la. jom bowling!
he scored 131
and i scored 98
and his fren scored 85 kowt.(haha)
gleeeerrrrr la.

he's damn atheletic man!

bridcage

2009-12-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

I wake up with the music on
See you there;
know where I belong
Hoping for a dark rainy day
Stay inside;
wash the world away

You ‘re the face of inspiration

Capture freedom here in our cage
We'll be flying in our own way
Let the world drown in our sound waves
Sing our hearts out in our birdcage

I see you because you're my light
This small space is our paradise
Trust in you;
take me to that place
When we pass;
when we prove faith

-bury the bully-

new annoucement!!!

2009-12-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

IM FINALLY FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

totally out of high school

2009-12-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

well.
spm is over
and my blog is ON!

yesterday was a tiring day
i woke up with my eyes bengkak
i cried too much yesterday.

kemas2 closet.
pon sedih.

i shud be happy rite?
but why am i not that happy?

results kesan sakit perut!

2009-04-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

bm - 80 a1

bi - 86 a1

agama - 60 b4

sej - 36 g9

maths - 71 a2

addmaths - 90 a1

physics - 64 b4

chem - 69 b3

bio - 72 a2

pngt - 3.5

pnge - 3.65

pngk - 3.6

kedudukan kelas - 7/26

kedudukan tingkatan - 79/164

all in all i got

3a1 2 a2 1 b3 2b4 1g9

could have gotten 9a's

if only i wasnt sick den i dont have to take 6 papers a day.

den i can score on my sejarah and chem and maths and physics.

you be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground , ill be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.

2009-03-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe
And I was nearly scared to death
Why you left in paragraphs
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark

So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

And if you sing to me sweet until then
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know of me again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death

Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your hand
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

mayday parade

oporto roast chicken.

2009-03-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

mase g aussie.
mmg ske makan kat oporto.
and the only thing that i would order there is
ROAST CHICKEN with CHILLI

td mkn ayam goreng sambal kat DM
and timah bg byk glerr kulit ayam.
tau2 je la my favourite part of the chicken.
and one of it ada hangus skit.

mase mkn kulit ayam yg ada hangus skit tuh.
FUYYOOOOO!
trus terigt kt oporto chicken!
mmg sama glerr taste.
cume beza dia yg DM nye goreng n oporto nye roast.

sape blum try mkn kt oporto.
nnt g aussie wajib makan!

skateboards that are not available in malaysia.

2009-02-26T20:18:00.002+08:00

check it out.

http://www.blog.spoongraphics.co.uk/articles/over-220-stunning-creative-skateboard-graphics

found it from mein melon.

105th post

2009-02-25T19:37:00.004+08:00

this was supposed to be posted last year.

dearie red,

i thought that when u be honest to people
is the best
just that you have to say it in a good way
if its a bad thing.

but when u dont tell someone something
that person will start getting hurt.
bcoz to that person everything is meant to be shared within us.
but that thing u have been hiding is just perfectly fine
without that person knowing it

what that person needs to know is what your hiding
well, that person will simply not stop bugging u untill u tell.
and that person is me.

the other day tim said:
'emy ko sesuai ah jd gossip writer.'
knape?
'sbb semua bende ko nk tau.

haha
mmg curiosity emy tinggi
maybe dah dalam darah.
heh!

tetapi
ada perkara yang mungkin mmg kita x patut tahu
mungkin sebab perkara itu boleh memusnahkan hidup kita.
what we react against what we would know
itulah yang perlu kita jaga jika nk sangat tau semua benda.

you cant estimate what is going to be told
so you wont know how to react.

why dont we just
dont know about it.
make thing easiarlah to live.
just lupakan ajerh yang lain.

lomographics yg chantek!

2009-02-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

larian cyber?

2009-02-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

horror glerr kn?

haha.

sbb last year larian cyber nye pasal!

bukak lerr

2009-02-24T19:58:00.001+08:00

1234

2009-02-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

1 2 1 2 3 4

Give me more lovin' then I've ever had.
make it all better when I'm feelin sad.
tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not.

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
I'm so glad I found you.
I love bein around you.
you make it easy,

It's as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
There's only one thing two do three words four you.
I love you. (I love you)
There's only one way two say those three words and that's what I'll do.
I love you. (I love you)

Give me more lovin' from the very start.
piece me back together when I fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
Best that I've had.
I'm so glad that I found you.
I love bein around you.
you make it easy

It's as easy as 1 2 (1 2 3 4.)
There's only one thing two do three words four you.
I love you. (I love you)
There's only one way two say those three words and that's what I'll do.
I love you.I love you (I love you)

You make it easy,
It's easy as 1 2 (1 2 3 4)
There's only one thing two do three words four you
I love you (I love you)
There's only one way two say those three words that's what I'll do
l love you (l love you)

l love you (l love you)
One two three four
l love you (l love you)
l love you (I love you)

-plain white tees-

menarik glerr! but scary.

2009-02-23T20:08:00.001+08:00

http://heyyoshimi.tumblr.com/

indie goodness!

2009-02-23T20:01:00.001+08:00

pegi pegi!

hujan oh hujan

2009-02-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

hujan oh hujan
blerr la kau nk berhenti hujan.
cbe kau hujan pagi2/ tgh mlm.
asalkan jgn waktu petang.
nnt mcm2 xle buat.

dah dua hari baju basah sbb kena hujan.
tolong la.

camne nk perfect?

2009-02-18T19:37:00.002+08:00

ahhh!
all the time i come to conduct cheer prctice
the attendance is never full!
it was only full twice.
tuh pon on weekend.
so i made practice from 4 in the morning.
and it wasnt full.
what should i do ?

right now the jj's steps are sharp.
what about the ss?

camne la nk bwk ss turun padang?
bz sgt ke U ALL nie.
yg sakit bleh turun.
yg otak penuh benda pon boleh turun.
so blerr u all nk turun ?
kte je nk first.
klu x turun mane nk dpt first
sure ah korong akan slack!
bukannye korg pro.
x dtg practice byk ah x tau.
formation sumer dah siap.
dtg practice je la .

org lain pown susah nk practice klu korg xde.
susah nk susun formation.
susah nk practice piramids.
susah nk buat tanda.
susah nk test suara.
susah la nk perfect!

faham x the word perfect to win the competition?

p/s: im getting easily mad everyday.sowie if this pisses u off.

after 3 weeks

2009-02-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

sowie for not posting a long time.
well.
if u check my myspace and fcebook.
both are not that active nymore.
lost of thngs in my head.
lost of thngs to think about.
haiya.
study sendiri pun blum start.
camne nk dpt scholarship nie!!
ill try to post something this weekend.

my fav inkheart ost

2009-01-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

enjoy!

aussie days part 2

2008-12-12T07:24:00.002+08:00

dah about 3 weeks kat sini.
i just came back from melbourne.
sejuk sejuk sejuk.
blerr la nk btul2 summer nieyh?
nk pki shorts.
heh!

dah tiga minggu.
shopping byk la gak.
i spend about 300$ already.
which is about RM750
glerr kan?
dah la only on shopping.
but dont worry.
not all my shopping goodies are tees, pants, bags, shoes, or any other clothing apparel
i also bought something else different.

i keep on waking up early.
sometimes i bothers me.
knape la x leyh bgn lmbt?
emi oh emi.
i wanna wake up the last one for a week.
is that possible.
aku ni cam robot.
dah cukup tdo trus xleyh tdo.

baru baru ni
i have been hearing to furniture alot
it means im not feeling that good.
i guess i miss home.

aussie days part 1

2008-11-18T16:20:00.003+08:00

yesterday
we reach here at aussie.
it was around 3 sumthin.
nuthin much to do if u reach that time coz shops close at 5 sumthin
after sending abg back to his frens hse.
we balik umah.
and den terpaksa kluar balik
to buy ayam and sum other groceries.
balik umah balik.
rest.

kul 7 is masak time!
well we masak ayam lemak pedas for dinner with kangkung belacan
and ajak a lot of people to come over.
after dinner we watch 3 movies!
glerr ah.
xmen3 , taken , susuk.
slept around 3 sumthin.

today.
bgn kul 11.
rase cam lambat glerr sbb x pernah bgun kul 11.
time tuh malaysia kul 8.
so eisha kate ok la.
i mandi first skali.
heh!
and then i told erin what we shud do today.
so erin ajar kteorg naik bas arini.
so kena blajar name2 tmpt.
confusing glerr.
erin stays in kingsford
abg stays in new town.
tempat beli ayam smlm marubo
tmpt mkn tgh hari harini randwick.
ahhh!

nvm bout that.
to day we went to the city.
and mule2 igt x nk shop langsung.
last2 me and eisha each bought ourselves a top.
hers cost $5 and mine $10
heh
and den erin brought us to max brenner chocolate shop.
it was like chocolate heaven.
but since im not a chocoholic.
i ordered the strawberry float.
erin ordered the italian thick chocolate(dark)
eisha ordered a sukao.
and we shared a waffle with strawberry n drizzled chocolate.

before we went to the city.
we went for lunch with Jams
i ordered honey sauce duck.
erin ordered red curry duck
eisha ordered crispy egg noodle with beef.
and jams ordered fresh ginger chicken.

to a fact that.
whatever i ordered, erin blum pernah rase.
haha!

now
baru balik naik bus.
im gonna go and watch tv!

sisley dude

2008-11-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

td g subang parade.
nk beli bra.
dah pilih2.
g la cashier nk bayar.
i was with mama n eisha time tuh.
so i look around and den i saw this guy.
he was looking me.
and den slowly his smile tend to grow really huge.
nk kate hansem boleh la.
what i did was tgk him dgn muke yg pelik n den toleh.
hahaha!

dah habes bayar
mama dok admire baju kat sisley la pulak.
ayoyo!
ah coo! naseb baik i was sneezing alot.
so i didnt look at him
i ckp kt mama
x cantik pown baju .
just as an excuse to run off.
heh!

camne bleyh lupe?sowie!

2008-11-14T13:15:00.001+08:00

ayoyo!
aku mmg igt bday papa smlm.
tp aku glerr x igt nk call dia.
ayaya!

colour highlights

2008-11-13T18:11:00.005+08:00

some of the highlights i was thinking of doing it to my hair before the trip to australia

ah coo! sakitnye...

2008-11-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

ahh!
my tonsils are sickening me.
they hurt a lot.
nk ckp pown sakit.
smlm dah la tak leyh tdo tul.
hidung plak buat masalah.
penuh dgn hingus.
smpi skrg.
still ade hingus.
ahh.

td bru abes tdo.
bgn2 g col mama.
lpas tuh.
kepala rasa sakit.
bukan pening tp sakit.

my throat hurts.
nk g mkn benjo lah .

i love hardstyle!

2008-11-13T08:12:00.002+08:00

ahh! tgk ah tshirt nie.

i found it at hard kandy nye online stire and i love it.

i nk sgt2!!!

it cost $30 au dollars

which is RM 72

but i really want it.

since mama x bg beli phd pink.

mayb i can buy this.

wohooo!

game of reading brisingr

2008-11-11T19:11:00.002+08:00

ok.
ada org kate.
emy tulis blog dlm BM klakar.
haiyo!
ske hati la.
ni blog emy.

hehe.
td aku audition cheer tok next year.
ok la.
tp ramai yg terpilih.
nk kena tapis lg.

aritu emy tman mama n a.odah g pavilion.
dah beli buku brisingr.
still odw of reading it.
bru page 5.
hahahha!
mahal ok.
papa said i shud take time reading it.
watse my time on the book then the arcade.
which now i happen to be addicted to.
bcoz of para2 dance n daytona n midnite.
ayoyo!

cikgu kata....

2008-11-10T17:09:00.002+08:00

bru smpi sekolah.
mama kata nk jumpe pn jamilah.
which appears to be my PK akademik there.
ayoyo!

so.
cikgu kate results ok.
tp teras kena workout.
haiya!
teras wooo!
tbe dpt tahu.
subject agama islam, emy dapat last placing in the batch.
which is if u refer to the post below.
aku dpat c5
and aku improve.
tu pown still terok!
alamak!

mama g jumpe ustazah noriz lak
glerr!
cuak ah!
jumpe2.
ustazah kate results ok kn?
hehe.
mmg ok.
tp agama camne?
hehe.
ustazah suro plak bwk buku
g dok dpn kangaroo mse kt australia.
buat nota!
haiya.

byk aku mengeluh.
tp cikgu ada harapan kat aku.
so aku pown mcm bersemangat skit.
heh!
mmg nk pulun la.
aku tau.

EMY BOLEH!

aahhh! markahku

2008-11-09T16:00:00.008+08:00

resuls dah semua aku dpat
x sehebat mane pon.
pointer pown 3. 13

bm = b3<65>
bi = b3<68>
maths = a1<86>
add maths = d7<47>
physics = b4<64>
chemistry = b3<66>
biology = c6<52>
agama islam = c5<56>
sejarah = d7<49>

kedudukan dalam kelas = no.5
kedudukan dlm tingkatan = 68/167

semua skali 9 subject jerh.
tp aku improve la.
hehe!

braces again?

2008-11-07T10:45:00.002+08:00

ye ye.
mmg aku kena pakai braces balik .
tp bhgian gigi bwh jer.
ok la tuh.

tp aku x kisah.
sbb aku dapat balik!
yeay!

next week
aku balik juga.
tp dua lepas tuh.
trus g australia.

balik dr australia.
kena trus masuk sekolah.
takut rindu plak kat umah ku itu.

xpe2
tu bukan motif blog post ini.

esk g education fair kt klcc.
UK nye education fair.
sepatutnye jumpe rakan rakan skali.
tp mereka tidak dibenarkan kluar pulak.
sedih.
igtkn boleh la nk shoot org2 lg!
sbb dah dpt camera bru.

sejak mendapat camera baru aku tuh.
byk gambar yg telah aku shoot.
haih!
mmg byk la.
nnt aku buat link kt flickr n picasa aku.
heh!

nk cbe tanye mama la.
boleh x nk g horse riding this weekend .
jap jerh.

i still remember

2008-11-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

I, I still remember
how you looked that afternoon.
There was only you.

You said "it's just like a full moon".
Blood beats faster in our veins
We left our trousers by the canal
And our fingers, they almost touched

You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?

And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie

I've gone wherever you wanted

I still remember

And on that teachers' training day
We wrote our names on every train
Laughed at the people off to work
So monochrome and so lukewarm

And I can see our days are becoming nights.
I could feel your heartbeat across the grass.
We should have run.
I would go with you anywhere.
I should have kissed you by the water

You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?

And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie

I would let you if you asked me

I still remember

*bloc party

its called brit pop!

2008-11-06T19:21:00.003+08:00

dearie shades of black

*i still remember bloc party

is it me or mmg org british nyanyi sedap glerr!
not just bloc party la.
try dgr band cam Gomez and Kasabian.
mmg sedap la.

dont worry bout me tertarik ngan brit jerh.
org melayu bands nyanyi sdap gak ok.
take oh chentaku for instance.
sdap ok.
boleh buat org cair!

BLUEK!

hari yg menarik!

2008-11-03T16:39:00.003+08:00

dear biru

smlm.
ade party batch.
mama bwk macroni bakar!
sedap!
i had to perfom.
tarian goyang bontot korea.

wonder girls - nobody
wonder girls - so hot
big bang - lie (yg ni je ok)

glerr ah!
aku menarik buruk gleerrr.
dah la asyik luper step.
xpe.
nnt korang bleyh view.
when i upload the video at youtube.
hahahahahaha

pnat2 lpas menari.
kena main guitar.
semput ah!
naseb baik x nyanyi.

hehe.
laps tuh ade open hse.
mule cam mlas nk g.
den ade org kejut.
k.emira. 4R tunggu kat anjung seri.
ape lg.
ade org tunggu aku.
cpat la bgn.
diaorg ajak g skali.
laaaa.

and den g umah cikgu.
mknan nye spagetthi n mee udang.
mee udang nmpk berselera.
wah!
sedap glerr sebenarnye.
aku mmg ske la.
x pernah tau aku mkn mee sbb aku ske.
slalunye sbb terpaksa.
sbb aku bukannye gemar sgt mkn mee.
dgn bawang goreng yg byk skali.
mmg lazat glerr la mee tuh!

balik dorm
g sidai baju.
lpas sidai g mandi jap
pastu bce eclipse.
heh!

g dm.
ain bwk food!
yeah!
tp skit.
ala!
tgktgk mknannye pelik.
berdaundaun
kaler pun x menarik.
den ain bg rase.
sedap!!!!!!!!!!
sedap glerr
name makanan tuh
PUCUK UBI TUMBUK

mama.
klu dah bce ni.
try la msak mcm ni kt umah.
ne tau mama nye lg sdp ke!

comin to eclipse

2008-11-01T19:26:00.006+08:00

dear hippie blue!

i finished it!
i finish reading the book!
HHOOOOOOOORRRAAAAYYYYYYYY!

i was readin the 2nd book of the twilight series.
oh yeah!
and now i finish reading it!

exam punye pasal!

2008-10-21T17:33:00.002+08:00

oh kelabu

sunday after prep.
tbe2 bercadang untuk x tdo.
nk study chem.
i think i'll be hard!

so mmg x tdo.
kerja dok kejut org yg cbe melawan ngantok
tp aku x ngantok

amik paper chem.
susah la gak
tp ape yg bace byk masuk.
tdo petang satu jam jerh.
kpala pening aje.
dah muntah dua kali .

arini ada paper sejarah dan bio paper 3.
smlm, mule ade plan tok xnk tdo.
tp tbe2 rse badan x cukup kuat tok stay up.
so by 2 sumthin.
my eyes are closed.

woke up around 4.40.
bace sejeq lg.
den 5 sumthin tdo balik.
bgn kul 6.

dan smpi skrg kul 5.40 ptg.
x lelap mata.
tp ada rasa ngantok ajerh!

mayb mlm ni stay up jgak.
tp x lama
sbb esok maths jerh!
weeeeee!

p/s : cbe kire brape lamaku tdo?

pening and dried eyes

2008-10-18T19:39:00.002+08:00

dear green.

ahh!
aku pening kepala.
maybe its because of the tdo yg terlebih!
ish.
dah la rasa pnat ajerh.

tried to sleep.
sbb pnat sgt.
tp x leyh.
den mate rse kering glerr!
i fell lyk wearing my glasses the whole day tommorrrow.
tp xleyh sbb nnt ade possibilty untuk menjadi ngantok!

ish!
mcm mane nk score sejarah ah?

p/s: i updated my music blog.
and thnks for the comment eisha!
*winks

flux

2008-10-16T20:29:00.001+08:00

If your right hand is causing you pain
Cut it off, cut it off
If your colours have started to run
Let them all run, run away from you

There is lightning in this room
Above our heads, waiting to strike
I'm a thinker not a talker
Put all your faith, your faith in God

We were hoping for some romance
All we found was more despair
We must talk about our problems
We are in a state of flux

I'd kill for an adventure
Just you and I, at the Curzon Bar
Dancing till we knew
So all that we've learnt disappears

When you shouted at me
I saw my father in the second grade
Concerned and kind
Yet unable to reach me

We were hoping for some romance
All we found was more despair
Me must talk about our problems
We are in a state of flux

State of flux

We need to talk!

-bloc party-

a music blog.

2008-10-16T12:43:00.004+08:00

dear yellow

now i have a music blog.
where i will give out new bandsthat i have found.
doesnt matter which country they are from.
and i will give my reviews
and also some pics of them.

visit my music blog:
www.emyfishy.skyrock.com

i want a horse!

2008-10-14T16:12:00.003+08:00

dear pink!

since tommorrow's paper is BI

on the 3rd of raya.
my family and cousins' families went to P. dickson
on the 4th raya.
we went to the ostrich farm.
all the ostrichs look unwell.
but that's not the point here.
there was other animal to be held and riden.
one of them was the horse.
so i ask mama.
can i ride the horse by myself?
and she told the rider.
he was a one handed man.

so i got on the horse.
gave it a kick and off i go.
and after one round
the man gave a second round for free.
wohoo!
and this time i managed to make the horse cantor!
pretty cool huh!
lepas geram habis.
lepas rindu glerr.

eversince that.
i want to ride the horse again.
waaaaaaa!
nk kuda.

teringat kembali pd zaman dahulu.
semasa menungang kuda.
byk kali sudahku jatuh apabila menunggangnya.
tetapi ku masih mahu menunggang kuda.
when i will be my next ride by myself?

malas dan busy!

2008-10-09T19:31:00.003+08:00

dear purple,
swie for not pasting a long time.
i was busy and malas at the same time.
heh.

exam near.
and aku tesion.
tooo many classes goin on.
ahh!!!!!!

x sabar mau g aussie.
i wanna go in style!
woooT!!

oh ya.
mama.
swie x col lg.
trying to find the right time to col.
heh.
dont worry.
i will col.
and im studying a lot.
i miss u mama.
and also papa!
hehe.
make sure pap come visit me on sunday!
i nak exam la!!!

hehe.
thats all

fall for you.

2008-09-23T16:44:00.004+08:00

dear putih!

ahh!

lagu itu amat la bez!

it's by secondhand serenade.

cant wait to go to aussie!

travel and shop with style!

wohooo!

oooh tgk pic ini!

comeyl x?

i screwed 69% of my teenage life

2008-09-04T14:55:00.001+08:00

[ ] made out with someone before dating
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 1

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] turned at least 3 projects in late
[ ]missed school just because you felt like it
[x] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 4

[x] got your mum, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 9

[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
Total So Far: 12

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 16

[x] gotten a call/letter from school
[x] couldn't go on a field trip or dance cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] swore during class/school
total so far: 20

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] swore at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] had sex after school

total So Far: 23

Multiply by 3
post as "i screwed __% of my teenage life"

camera baru!!!

2008-09-03T15:03:00.001+08:00

see what eisha is holding?

its a camera.

and its mine!

weheeee!

thnks to mama for buying the camera.

lepas ni mmg i ske amik pics la!

syg u mama!

there for you

2008-08-28T20:38:00.003+08:00

this song is dedicated to somone special.
u know who u are.

Sometimes I'm selfish fake
You're always a true friend
And I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry, cry

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you

-flyleaf-

loudstrike banner

2008-08-28T15:33:00.002+08:00

we'll be selling at rantai merdeka!

see ya!

prayer by tae yang!

2008-08-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

new addiction!

2008-08-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

TAE YANG!!

a member of BIG BANG!

token teater

2008-08-12T16:16:00.001+08:00

dear orange!
smlm sudah benggang tahap ke ceiling.
tbe2 saje peraturan ditukar.
aku terpaksa berlakon.
memang benggang glerr la.
dah fight pown ade org nk bantah!
hish!
smpi cikgu pown ckp bodoh!
haiya!

mlm pulak.
prefect buat hal.
xnk bg kteorg gune reck room.
mmg benggang glerr la.
habis!
x dpt stay up.
ok.
pkir positif skit.
esok pg.
bangun awal.
practice last time.

pagi ni.
smua rushing.
smua bangun lambat.
haih!
nasib la apa nk jadi pown.

waktu di shah alam.
cuak!
glerr ah!
bru practice sehari nk belakon.
im not a born actress.
kuat kan semngat jugak.

9. 40 pagi.
terpandang belakang.
tbe2 nmpk pakcik plaster.
tersenyum lebar bibirku.

morning tea break.
ku sempat berjumpa dgn pakcik plaster.
dia mengucap gud luck!
sesungguhnya aku amat menyukai perkara itu.

lakonan dijalankan
alamak!
ada slack skit la.
flow kami tak brapa btul.
tapi kami memenangi lawak.
kerana teater lain sgtlah serius.

slps lakonan.
bersihkan muka.
berjumpa lg dgn pakcik plaster.
kami berborak sebentar.
dia tertawa melihat ku berlakon.
katanya dia x sangka aku bolah berbuat begitu.
aku juga sebenarnya x sangka dia dtg.

slps mkn tgh hari.
keputusan diumumkan.
kami kalah.
nk buat mcm mana.
biarkan ajalah

smasa mengangkat props dan kostum.
ada aje org yg menyindir.
katanya begini.
dah kalah dah! fras ah. nk balik dah la ni.
eeee geram sungguh di hati

selepas mengangkat smua kostum dan props turun.
pergi berjalan di dalam muzium alam shah.
seronok.

semasa hendak menaiki bus.
pakcik plaster telah menolong kami mengangkat blok kayu.
tetapi dia dikatakan lembik!
hahahaha.
kerana minab mengangkat blok tersebut dgn satu tgn.
tetapi dia mengangkat dgn dua tgn.
lucu! mmg lucu.

recording lg?

2008-08-05T16:22:00.004+08:00

dear green

im recording
with miss FATIMAH NEK KAMAL
we are working out on a few of srtist songs
and we are also on our way to make our own song.

im playing the guitar.
and we play any song.
but we turn it to acoustic.

songs we'll be recording:
year 3000
bring me to life
my immortal
umbrella
unfaithful
cela
the day u went away
cry(rihanna)
hot
when ure gone
misery business
going under
over you

dat's a lot right
hehe
wish us luck.
i might be posting the video on youtube soon!
doa doa lah!

wah! lamenye

2008-08-04T16:27:00.001+08:00

dear cream.
its been long since i last post somthing on the blog.
i've been busy.
i will post soon.
too much things to do.
skrg nie byk pnat woo!

aku berjaya

2008-07-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

dear yellow!

aku berjaya.

aku tlah apply for pengawas pusat sumber!

moga2 kali ini interview ku berjaya juagk!

what happens then

2008-07-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

dear yellow!
aku berjaya.
aku tlah apply for pengawas pusat sumber!
moga2 kali ini interview ku berjaya jugak!

was a pmc tee!

2008-07-14T20:11:00.004+08:00

front

back

pick white or black?

found a way

2008-07-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

dear shocking pink!
guess guess guess.

i'm gonna take my chances to apply for pengawas psat sumber plak!

wish me luck!

another failure of pm

2008-07-14T16:42:00.003+08:00

dear sky blue,

and so ya.
i failed again.
fail to give mama what i shud.
i fail becoming a prefect.

wht's on my head is
how shud i repay mama back to get my apology for all the things i have done wrong?

when will i ever suceed again?
do i just keep on failing?!

im not that sad
but this is all bcoz i had my mind prepared.
so?

xoxo peace

loudstrike : ideas

2008-07-06T21:59:00.001+08:00

comment yang mana anda suka !

LOUDSTRIKE

2008-07-06T13:53:00.001+08:00

me and eniza are making a clothing label!
check us out!
www.myspace.com/loudstrike

bahasa ku yg rosak!

2008-07-03T20:42:00.003+08:00

currently listening to : komplot - bilik rahsia

dear pink!

i want to try someting different today.
i want to write in malay.
eventhough i know i suck!
so enjoy!

malam ni ade interview!
hehe.
doakan la yerh!

skrg tgh kt depan comp.
bru abesh jumpe byk glerr band malaysia yg baru bgku dan lagu2 nya menarik!
matahari
kid 'n' Xera
awanband
the bourjuis
the o.d

tp ade satu band ni.
aku bru try dgr music dia.
best!
julie goes overseas.

5th july ni ade gig.
tpaku balik umah tok g tuition.
byk lg nk blajar tok addmaths!
kui3

td g picc.
jumpe afi!!!!!
best glerr borak ngan dia.
smpi kteorg set tuition sme2!
yeah!!!

lpas nie cam nk bwk guitar g skool la.
sbgi pelepas tense.
weeee!

peace!

tectonik

2008-07-02T16:30:00.003+08:00

dear neon blue,

i found out this really cool dance
check it out!
it's called techtonik.

the moves are really fast.
trying to work on it.
i still look cacat-ed!

peace!

failed to stun!

2008-06-24T21:28:00.003+08:00

dear pink!

i had a fall yesterday.
i did a stun and i fell on my head and shoulders.
not knowing which one landed first.
but my arm hurts
especially at the shoulder blade part.
my head doesnt hurt much.
just a benjol!
haha.
but my arm.
im worried.
im scared that it might b a fracture.

oh no! confusion!

2008-06-24T15:59:00.002+08:00

i say germany and spain will be in the finals of euro2008
germany with all my favourite european players
spain with the arsenals.
but who do i support?
BOTH??

the birthday

2008-06-21T09:23:00.002+08:00

dear waves of blue,

this is the story.

mind : not more than 8 people will wish me.im sure of that.budak2 dorm pown cam dah lupe. sumer tido jerh. dah la bru kena marah ngan nayzu.

19th june
11.50
yana came first.
emy : awal glerr ko dtg.
yana : nk jadi org first ahh!

11.55
iylia,tim and farah najwa came.
iylia : aku nk first dulu.
both of them tried to grab my right hand.
yana : ahhh!
iylia : ok. ko sebelah aku sblh.
yana : hah! ok!lg brape minit nieyh?
emy : 5 minit kowt.

12.00
tim tolak2 iylia.
sumer nk first.
tbe satu dorm dtg.
oh! pura2 tido sbnrnye!
nina, faz pown turun.
everyone : happy bday to u 2x. happy bday to k .emira. happy bday to you.
salam ngan form 4 dulu.
den bru salam from one.

meriah glerr ah!
x sangka ramai wish.
iylia bg first present:: sekotak air teh kundur!!
yana and tim bg first note.

12.05
k.afiqah dtg.
emy : eyh! u igt! bestnye!!!!
k.afiqah : nk check dorm jap.haha. tipu jerh. happy bday emy.

12.30
iman lalu.
iman : emy!! happy bday!

12.42
dill, faE , merra n qhem pown dtg.
emy: mane tau my bday is today?
dill : aku yg ckp kat diaorg.

12.50
nayzu salam emy.
nayzu : happy bday emy.
emy : thnks

20th june : the DAY!!

7.00
g breakfast.
biasa la .
the brothers makan ramai2.
fatin : happy bday emy!
emy : thnks! ko tau x ko sorang je dr the numbers yg x dtg smlm.
fatin : aku kantoi ngan prefect ah. siap melawan lg.
dia continue citer.

7.15
kt assembly.
kp : murid duduk.
bonda nk berckp.
bonda : assalam.... knape happy sgt nieyh? ade bday org ke?
kwn2 : aderh!
bonda : selamat hari lahir la klu ade.
kwn :fu yoo! bonda wish dowh!
emy : aku rase aku sorang je dlm skola nieyh bday 20 jun.
kwn2 lain yg terdgr : emy!! happy bday!

7.25
lepas assembly.
kwn2 : 3,4. happpy bday to you!
they sang.

smpi tgh hari.
klu ade lalu org
sure ade yg wish.

2.30
gi outing ngan mama
ade theraphy.
masuk kerata.
mama : happy bday!

3.10
at theraphy.
mama: today is her bday!
evryone at theraphy : owh! happy bday!
amy : x buat sweet16 kerh?
emy : bwat kowt.haha!

6.00
after tuition.
mama came in.
mama : today is her bday.
mrs. lim : happy bday to you.

6.10
reach home.
at last.
got lots to do.
remix and burn
papa : halo bday girl!
azimah was there.
a-Z : owh ya! happy bday emira!
then came a present.
2nd present of the day!

7.00 mlm
eisha is back
eisha : chacik nh! bace la i buat.
she gave me a card.

8.00
we went for dinner at TGI fridays since it was friday.
splendid dinner.
loved it!!
u know what happens at tgiF.
especially when u get a sugar rush!
haha.

9.30
balik umah.
cpat2!kena siapkan remix.
kena buat sume la!!!
benda2 talent nite!
erin ade call gak!
hehe!

10.45
bertolak gi skolah.
kek sumer dah siap.
pizza pown aderh.

11.15
bru smpi skool.
camner nk celebrate?
haha.
bg2 je la!

11.45
kt dorm
emy : korang jom mkn kek and pizza!
sumer dtg.
sblm mkn pizza.
they sang for me again.
sweet kan?

21st june
9.30
bukak my space.
tgk comments!

liyana (u. mat) :heyy. hepy bufday.

hazim Z :Happy Birthday boss ;)

syazzzzz : hey sis! happy birthday :D whoaa da 16 oh.
pegi pegi mkn kek byk byk ! :)

azimah form 3 : eyt!!!
epy burfday!!
shweet 16th!!!
may God bless u!!!
btw.. ur dance tyme campaign vry rythamatic!!!
huuhuhuh
i vry njoy ur campaign!!!
keep it up!!
hope u'll b next leader!!!
huuhu

yaya : happy bdayyy (:

tim : hepi burfday fourth !!
cayunk anda sesgt ..
eceh tetibe plak
hot 16 keyh ;p

ope : happy birthday emira!!
sweet 16!!
i wrote something in my blog..
bacela..

sarah amer :emy kuu.
happy 16th hun, hope you had a good one ! (:
x

warith : happy birthday to uuu..;D

bukak facebook pulak lah!!

abang : happy b'day mira!!! i nk call but tak tau nk call no. saper... nk hantar kad time exam.. b'day i pun tk celebrate lagi.. sorry.. wishing you happy b'day!!!

azureen : happy birthday ;)

kak su adli : Happy B'day dear...:)

ope : happy birthday emy...=)

wah!
didnt think of a birthday without a party is better.
maybe u shud try!
haha.

bdw,
thnks to all.
for making my bday a nice one.
luv all of u.

bad girl VS good girl : part 1

2008-06-10T19:44:00.002+08:00

dear black glitters!

ahh!
im now in the center of the world.
where i decide to b a bad girl or a good girl.

and yes.
im trying really hard to be one of the goodies!
but 2day.
i doubt that.

i wonder why being a good girl is soo hard.
lets check my list.

good grades (x)
obey rules (o)
solat full (o)
homework siap sendiri (0)
everything organised(x)

now u see.
i think bad girl wins this time.

weeks to becoming a prefect: part 1

2008-06-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

dear ORange!

oh my!
school is back.
gotta work my ass off.

things to ......

a prefect
debate
good grades?
pass jepun!!
talent nite! oh yeah!

hehe.
finished my pmc poster yesterday.
next week is the kempen !
i have to convince people to vote for me
you people will have to vote for me too!
**smiles

i feel lyk ive been eating a lot lately.
but yesterday.
someone just called me thin
and today.
someone said i look tembam.
oh!
which is which?

currently addicted song:: aku bagaikan seekor kuman - sam fc

funniest dad on earth!

2008-05-28T00:45:00.002+08:00

hehe!
dis was during lunch at KL!!
comeyl kan?

before Piala Perdana Menteri Debate

2008-05-21T09:26:00.003+08:00

dear glittery red,

soon i will be going to PPM already.
i will be a reserve in the debate team.
everything is ready except for the blazer.
camner ah nk carik?

well, the thing is that am i prepare for this?
i dont think soo.
i'll just have to face thru it then.

but we need to win this.
we have to be in the finals of PPM
we have to be on stage at PICC
all bcoz we need attention from the school about how big debate is!

oh!
wish me luck!

p/s: i wont be posting for a while. please be patient. i'll be in kedah for the PPM until the 27th. and when im back, i'll try to post more!

Selamat Hari Guru SSP

2008-05-20T20:11:00.006+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY,CIKGU!

SAYA SAYANG CIKGU!

p/s: i included all the teachers in ssp! and will be posting the celebration pics soon.

spot cek!!!!~x de pape ah

2008-05-18T20:17:00.007+08:00

dear dark brown.

the other day there was a spot check.

everyone didnt panic coz most of them already knew.

3 prefects came in the class to check.

wow hantar tiga dowh!

haha.

i noe that nothing was supposed to be found.

they search everywhere.

tak jumpe pape.

they did a double check jumpe 3 charger.

cari sape punye nieyh!

until the end of the spot check we still didnt know whose it is?

ah well.

dimerit under class lah!

slpas spot cek kami bosan!

ni ape kami buat!

lawak x?

hahaha!

cj and fatin jgn marah ye!

cela (by a band from subang!)

2008-05-15T14:15:00.003+08:00

boneca - cela

Rabak mata ku
Pena menari
Tinta berdarah

Rabak mata ku
Pena menari-nari
Tinta berdarah
Kata membara-bara

*Masanya ku bernafas
Ini terakhir kali
Puas sudah ku sesak
Dalam dunia sempit

Dulu tersungkur
Kini berdiri
Kau bermain api
Kini ku bakari
Dulu menunduk
Kini ku celik
Kau bermain api

Chorus:

Engkau mahu sempurna
Engkau jadi sempurna
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku
Engkau mahu malaikat
Turun dari kayangan
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku

Mengapa
Tidak engkau cermin saja
Diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona
Ku bahagia dengan cela

Mengapa
Tidak kau bercinta saja
Dengan diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona
Ku bahagia dengan cela

(Repeat *)

(Repeat chorus)

Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu
Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?

Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu
Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?

dis band is from subang jaya!!

and yes.

they say they suck playing live!

and they only have home recordings.

exam's over! oh noooo~

2008-05-15T13:55:00.002+08:00

dear bright yellow orange!

yea.
exam's over.
but there is still lots more things to worry of!
WAAAAAAAA!!!!

my speeches are almost done.
just need examples.
den im done!

oh!
and dikir for form 1
haiyo!
mcm mane mau buat ini ah?
hehe.
still trying to figure out the steps.
and yea.
performance form 4 plak!
it's so hard to create sumthin that's different in this school.
hope they can accept it well.

bdw,
today is cj's bday!
happy birthday!

supernova festival, annexe.nk g!

2008-05-14T12:50:00.003+08:00

this is the gig!
jom gerak!!
ade clothing bazaar pok!

byk sungguh benda hidup!

2008-05-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

dear dark purple,

this weekend.

is a very bz weekend.

teacher's day dikir
smart study talk
audc
prep for ppm

bzbzbz

haiyo!

NEW BANDS!!!!

2008-05-13T14:48:00.007+08:00

owh this is what i found!!

kiri
stonebay(m'sia band)
rumah sakit
Cancer Conspiracy
noisette
shizuka
analogsix(m'sia band)
muck(m'sian)
toyzopera(m'sian)
superman is dead
nofx
boneca(m'sia)

boneca is the best for me.

try listen to cela by boneca

especially to girls and my abang eiman!

kecemburuan melanda.

2008-05-13T14:32:00.004+08:00

dear orchid yellow,

im jealous!

jealousjealousjealous.

look at this!

awal ashari from impak maksima!

fahrin ahmad

yana,

manage to get pics this close with a celebrity.

u noe how i feel.

salunku!

2008-05-12T14:06:00.004+08:00

dear forest blue

yesterday i manage to do somthing to my fren:

FATIN DIANA AHMAD SUBKI.

ya Allah!

ape lagi aku buat!

potong rambut dier ah!

hehe.

she wanted a hair cut.

and i volunteered.

done!!!

comeyl kan rambut dier!

timfatinemy

gossip hodoh

2008-05-12T13:33:00.006+08:00

dear apple green,

there are sumthings in life which i dont really understand.
are my frens and i that bad?
and why cant anyone just shut their mouth and not talk bad bout anyone?

and yeah.
if youre reading the above u would say 'mcm ko x bwat jerh!'
the post on hipokrasi lunatik wasnt bout me bitching bout her.
i didnt bitch bout her.
yg lain jgn masuk campur ah!
this is what i go thru in life.
and this blog goes on so that i can refer to whatever in the past.
stop saying that we do blogs just to bitch bout poeple.
youre only making us popular at the same time hates us.
and does it feel good to do that?
i dont think soo.

relax and think back
if ali isnt close to abu
and then ahmad comes talking bad bout abu to ali.
of course ali would be thinking bad bout abu.
even if ali has a choice to hate that person or not.
ali would still have a pandangan serong torwards abu.

and again
the post on hipokrasi lunatik wasnt a gossip.
its a true story that i went thru.
and u guys make gossip
and it all comes back to me.
and tbe2 my frens also get it.
what r u guys trying to do?
luckily my frens dont blame anyone.
bcoz im not to be blame.
sumer tulis ape yg mereka lalui dlm hidup.
dan ini yg kita dapati.

im not rying to be mad or angry at anyone specific
but these are the things that's happening in my life
and those who are getting it the wrong way.
i really hope u dont anymore.
the reason u do is because u have this pandangan serong.
i know because i went thru it.

and yes!
i agree
there is hatred in this world.
but if u hate this person
i dont think u have to talk bad bout her.
that way, nothing will come up.
and u can still hate her and be frens with her.
or
hate this person and dont be frens with her.
y??
bcoz when u found out ur fren has been talking bad bout u.
it really hurts.
especaially when it's just juicy gossips.

to think of it.
im tired of this.
FED UP AH!
dah abes dah la.
penat layan all this hatred world.
oh!
why can we just be like the 70's
PEACE AND LOVE?

org hidup ini.

2008-05-10T19:32:00.016+08:00

dearie yellow!

right now.

i've been thinking a lot bout appreciation.

a sudden question appeared.

why is it so important?

to think back.

i ask myself.

why do i like to be appreciated.

well if i give sumthin to someone.

and that person just doesnt take care of it.

i would be hurt.
y?

bcoz i gave sumthin.

anything has to be precious.

therefore, it has to be apprrecaited.

now,

i wanna write bout important people in my life

people that will be hard for me to live without em'

firstly,

is mama and papa,

they have been very suppostive to me.

ups and downs.

they are just always there.

eventhough i always hurt em'

i still love em'

then comes my big sis!

she has been a good supporter.

i'm known to be pelik to her.

haha!

miss'd ya anyways.

also a good person to tell girly probs!

kui3!

cpat balik sini and conqeur the kelissa.

so that i can get a new car!

yea'ah!

the comes my bro:

his the only brother i've got.

that's what makes him soo special.

we've got loads of interest that really brings us 2 gether

nnt i g aussie make sure bwk i g meet ups tau!

i mite lwn org!

hehe!

next come my one and only best fren and sis:

she was always there when i get in trouble.

and i think she is the only person that doesnt mind what i wanna do

that's what makes me love her more!

hehe
we always argue and then people will say
"ah gado! gado la lg! "

anyway , nnt after i finish skool i bwk u kluar.

kte g gig byk2!
hehe!

together we make a family. one big happy family!

den i have my frens :

sowie to subang frens.

i dont have pics with u guys here at skool.

though that.

frens are my frens.

together we stand!

SYG U GUYS SGTSGT!

***actually, there is one more person who is special to me. but i wont be able to write bout that person in my blog coz it might be a controvertion. bcoz i lost contact with that person. and if u are reading it of course u noe who u r. im trying my best here. thank you for everything.

tiesto confessed updates!

2008-05-10T10:59:00.005+08:00

and so yeah.
the "person" (told in the blog before)
came up to me.

say a few things.
i told her a few things.

and well.
she did mengaku that she did talk bad bout me.

and so.
i donno.

actually.
i didnt want anything back.
all i wanted was just a way to express the life and thots of me.

im not trying to be mean.
but this is my blog.
and dis is how it goes.

if im that mean.
i would make a blog just bout u.
but i'm not doing it.
bcoz im not trying to talk bad bout u.
this is my life.
and this is how it goes.
and this blog is the story of my life.

oh!
just forget bout it.
sish!

anyway!!
TIESTO IS TODAY!!!!!!
and im gonna miss it!
damn!

and im dont think i will be able to go smsj iu day.
sorry sasi!
but we can still meet up at mamak b.
and i buy u roti kaya!!
yeah!

haha.
im going to acheh this hols!
from 1st june to 3rd june.
cant wait!
i love shopping at indonesia!!!

and i dont wanna be a doctor.
i wanna be a sea biologist!!!

hipokrasi lunatik

2008-05-09T14:08:00.004+08:00

dearie you,
yes i was a fren to you.
but am i not now?

fine.
say horrible things bout me.
but dont u noe i never did bout u.

u noe how it feels
when i thot we were ok.
den came up a gossip bout me?
from your mouth.

last year she told almost everyone.
i nangis stiap malam sbb nk kawan balik gan emy.
hey we are still frens.
and yeah!
what now?
talking bad bout me?
when im doing good?

telling that im the one who made a mistake.
so that people can accept you but not me?

killing my life?
break my secrets?
tell my ever dirtiest little secrets?

being nice to me when im in front of you.
as thougth there is nothing wrong.
but what r u trying to do?
talking bad bout me behind my back?
what a hyprocrite?

dear total hypocrite,
i never did talk bad bout u.
the only thing i did was tell what'd u say.

eg::: u told me that i**** and t** are bad people.
u make me hate them when im not even close to them.

now they are my frens.
and they rock my world no matter who i am.

u never even supported u.
u always wanted me to give up.
hari guru! i was incharge.
u never supported me.
u said i was going to be horrible.
as a best fren u shud've supported me.

and yeah.
my birthdays?
only wishes.
other birthdays?
cards and prezzie!
ur birthdays?
a surprise party and pashmina!!

my glasses?
u didnt appreciate them.
and u left it at the lab.
i saw it.
and hide it from u.
and from that i knew u never appreciated me.

u told me u be frens with me bcoz of primary years.
and so i dont need a fren lyk u.
a fren in need as a fren indeed.
and u are not a fren indeed.

but i wonder why i'd be nice to you.
oh yes!
i dont wanna be enemies.

i hope u noe urself.
and this comes back everytime u talk bad bout me and i get to it.
thank you very much hypocrite!

the hypocrite!

kereta misteri!

2008-05-08T19:44:00.006+08:00

on the wayback to the dorm.

eyh!
aku nmpk kereta yg...

mane?

dah xde dah.

at the dorm.

eyh, tu hitz.fm!

xla emy!
eh! tu la kereta yg aku ckp td.

ape lg jom ah!!
hahahah!!!

woit!
bukan kowt.
cadbury la!

ala jom je la!
g je mane tau dpt masuk tv ker

paper ke?

radio pown cukup!
jom ah!
aku dare ko.

...............................

dok sini dulu.

iman!
tgk tuh!

makcik!
makcik buatpe sini?

adik2 mei sinih.
ni hah.
amik ni.
nak amik gambar skit jer.

we got bytes for FREE!
thnx to me we also got our pics taken!!
weeeeee!!!

emy
fatin
org cadbury

cik lips chemistry!

2008-05-08T13:25:00.004+08:00

calculate how many atoms of nitrogen make up an atom of iron?
emy aku x paham la soalan ni!

meh aku tgk jap.
oooo. ni dia suro ko cari brape byk nitrogen atom sama dgn satu atom iron
so, ko kena gune RAM iron bahagi dgn....
jap.
ko nmpk ke ape aku nmpk?

nmpk.

dia kat ner?
dia panjat katil aku x?

dia kat bwh katil ko!
cpat emy amek spray kt towel tuh.

xnk turun!!!
takowt.
ahhh!!!!!
tikah ko tgk lipas tuh gi mane.
aku amek spray.

tu ha emy!
cpat2!

nh kamu!
'PRSSSH!!!'*bunyi spray

oi emy!
tu air fresherner ah!

ya allah!
patut la dia x takut!
hahah!

ni hah!

xnk!

tkut!!!

nisaa'.
sini jap tlg k. emira.
ni ha.
tlg bunuh *****.
dah masuk dlam locker k. emira dah.

emy dah kluar dah.
tu hah!

ah tula dier!

PRSSSHHH

wei jatuh ats katil aku ker?
tretttt*tarik katil

ade x atas katil?

xde la!

tu hah!
prsssshhhh!!!!

at last.
mati pown

hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*gelak tawa yg bagai

it was cik lips.
but this cik lips loves chemistry!
why the hell did i use the air freshner spray?
hahaha.

watak watak bagai:
emy
tikah
nisaa(form 1)

p/s : it was a LIPAS ATTACK!

hate me?

2008-05-07T21:00:00.004+08:00

another paper for today.
PENDIDIKAN ISLAM.

again.
i think i was horrible.
i dont think i stand chance for a prefect anymore.
bcoz i think i did bad in my exams.
oh well
trying my luck!

found out places in sydney.
meet ups for shufflers.
it seems that those places are just near my bro's home there.
pretty cool, huh?

when a person hates a person.
it will be very hard for that person to be nice to the other.
so this is what im going thru.
what's up with people hating each other.
shit man!
why must there be hatred in life?

im not using my mum's power

2008-05-06T19:32:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating for a long time.
was too bz even for my own leisure.

right now im having my exams.
bio was tricky.
est was blurr.
and bm was totally crappy!

i passed the pmc test.
and people start talking.
saying that i x layak la!
hish!
some also say that i use my mum's power as she is pibg.
prefects are prefects.
and if im choosen u dont have to talk bout me.
i never like to use my mum power as a pibg pown!

but later when they need help .
they come to me.
is that what i am for?

hi
im emira
i only give $$$$$

wth?
u think my life is easy?
well try living in it.
if u dont wanna.
then dont disturb it man!

this is my life.
and i love it!
so just leave me.

fatin introduce me to ax7's song :: a little piece of heaven
the song is lyk 8 mins.
but i enjoy it lyk hell!
especially the video clip!
try watching it!
go youtube!

also found many new bands in youtube,
cut copy , a fine frenzy , smoosh , lovers electric!
try listening to them.

suddenly i feel lyk changing my ambition from lawyer to doctor.
bio seems fun!
and i love explaining bout bio!
it's a logic fact!

HOODIE!

2008-05-06T19:27:00.001+08:00

got the hoodie.

the HARDTSYLE REPUBLIC HOODIE!

radiosong

2008-04-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

enjoy a video.

superbus - radiosong

burger masak?

2008-04-10T15:10:00.005+08:00

im eating burger.
roti potong-ed by emira.
daging masak-ed by nina.

sowie for not posting for quite a time.
been busy.
actually watching GHOST and doing research for debate

uia starts 2morrow.
im scared.
i wanna win it.

i finished all 10 episodes of ghost on http://www.8tv.com.my/
try watching it.
it thrills u lyk damn!

i did my oral just now.
i talked about our local underground bands
well its more lyk promoting the bands.
i promoted azlan's band.
i promoted annexe and mcpa.
i promoted couple

the performance of ramalama was a good one.
we played bowling after the show
people were staring at us as we were still in our make up.
1 mat-salleh came up to us and wanted to take pics with us.
we were very noisy and loud

will be posting pics soon.

ramalama in sunway!

2008-04-01T15:03:00.003+08:00

dear devil red,
guess what the hell!
i've got news!

RAMALAMA BANG BANG
we got to perform again!
wooohooooo!
hi5 yeah!
but we got problems.
coz everything is like last minit glerr!

fatin might have a possibility that she cant join us
we havent buy eyeliner
our costumes are not with us.
the cd got lost and we need to burn a new one.
a few days left to practice

what can we do?
haiyo!
just face it.

i'm going to UIA for dbate!
from the 11th april .
gotta read a lot of facts.
gotta get mind ready!

more updates soon!

sambal belacan and facebook?

2008-03-31T14:54:00.004+08:00

during clas ustazah noriz had a lil short quiz.
and ask Cj

apa itu dosa besar?
she answered a with a slang.

relax la.
kita makan belacan.
x macam mat salleh.

hahahahahaha.
satu kelas gelak ketawa!

do we need belacan to be cool?

the other when erin came back from aussie.
she asked me.

mira, u ade facebook x?
no. i stay with myspace.
ey,ur not cool .
coz u dont have facebook.

and she keep on annoying me with

ur not cool, u dont have facebook.

one day i gave up.
and did facebook.

do we need facebook to be cool?

sambal belacan and facebook?
not cool enough for me.

sekolah cintaku

2008-03-29T19:42:00.003+08:00

dear blue

what whould u think if i said:
aku sayang ssp !

this was what came to my head when a hatred feeling pops in me.

Sekolah Seri Puteri is not a bad school.
it is a good school.
with good facilities.
best among all the SBP.
but i wonder why people hate it so much.

these is what i got out.
reasons that i think why people hate the school:

not enough holidays?

they dont feel the freedom.

they cant leave their parents

they cant handle the stress

they cant cope with the timetable

too strict rules

etc. etc. etc.

what if u just think these things are just a small thing.

this is what i do
i try making these problems as a small thing
and i actually like ssp

its kinda hard but sumhow it will work.

rigth now.

i love my school.

i wanna bring up my school's name.

i wanna be proud of it.

i wanna help ease the problems faced by the school.

and i promise to come back and visit ssp after i finish my schooling days.

majulah sekolah untuk negara!

what r u into?

2008-03-28T15:51:00.002+08:00

when people ask...
what are you into?

what do you answer?

right now.
i answer lotsa stuff.

im into shuffling
i can shuffle.
quite good at it.
really into it.

im into dancing.
espescially hiphop.
i can be hip and hop.
i can shake my ass and bounce.

im into underground local bands.
more known as indie rocker
coz i enjoy a lot of indie music.
i noe a lot of the local bands too.

im into debating.
i read .
im curious.
i lyk to know lot.
and i wanna be a lawyer.

im into underground british bands.
they make me feel free.
my favourite band dat i never get bored of:
funeral for a friend.

i enjoy anime.
especially yakitate and deathnote and comics.
read em'.
watch em'.
love em'.

im into harajuku .
all those funky clothings.
all those colours.

im into hiphop wear.
all those beggaes'
all those tank tops.

lots of things im into.
what does dis makes me?

ost of step up 2

2008-03-27T16:48:00.001+08:00

Tracklist:
1. Flo Rida - Low (Feat. T-Pain)
2. Missy Elliott - Shake Your Pom Pom
3. Cherish - Killa (Feat. Yung Joc)
4. Plies - Hypnotized (Feat. Akon)
5. Cassie - Is It You
6. Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait (Feat. Plies)
7. T-Pain - Church (Feat. Teddy Verseti)
8. Missy Elliott - Ching-A-Ling
9. Enrique Iglesias - Push
10. Cupid - 3-6-9 (Feat. B.o.B )
11. Bayje - Impossible
12. Sophia Fresh - Lives In Da Club (Feat. Jay Lyriq)
13. Scarface - Girl You Know (Feat. Trey Songz)
14. KC - Say Cheese
15. Brit & Alex - Let It Go
16. Montana Tucker, Sikora and Denial - Ain't No Stressin

step up 2 final dance

2008-03-26T15:29:00.003+08:00

this is the video of step up 2 final dance!
smart dowh!

three last parts u will enjoy!

Step Up The Streets - The Final DanceMusic:
- Timbaland feat. Dr. Dre, Missy Elliot and Justin Timberlake: Bounce
- Rage against the Machine: Killing in the Name of
- Swiss Beatz: Money In The Bank

ENJOY!

bukan anak derhaka.

2008-03-26T14:39:00.007+08:00

aku bukan anak derhaka.
tetapi aku seseorang anak yg sedang mencuba hidup dgn cara yg dingini.

salah!

aku seorang anak yg sedang cuba hidup dgn cara yg terbaik dan seronok.

mama read my blog.
she asked me what i did wrong to the school.
i told her i tell if she wont scold me.

i ada number lain and i bwk phone to ke skolah
phone mane u pakai?
phone yg auntie odah bg tu.

that was the confession.

i explained more and she wanted to see the kp
k. amira mat aziz
so i brought her there.

she talked to k. amira while i went back to debate session.
she came back and told me to amik barang from the car.
yada-yada-yada.
mama told sum things of what i should noe.
i told her what im facing thru.
den
walaaaa
KFC!

i shared it with my frens n sha2
now i feel so much better.
oh yeah!
opened my email and saw an email mama sent me:

Dear emira,

U bukan anak derhaka. U are a child who is growing, make mistakes along the way. But there's always repairs to be done, to be a good daughter. I love u very much, do not worry, just remember once beaten twice shy. Buah Pisang tak bebuah dua kali. Meaning do not make mistake for the second time. Learn from your mistake.

Bye love u

sweet kan?
thanks mama!

i feel lyk shaking my butt off after iylia showed me the vids of step up 2.
damn! they r good.
but there is a blooper during the final dance of the msa crew.

moose was sometimes wearing a jacket and sometimes not.
catch it again.

plus, paramore has a new video clip.

the song is nice but the vid is a bit lame.
hayley hair is also very plain than previous vids.
enjoy it!

hari sukan

2008-03-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

hari sukan ssp photos uploaded in my myspace!
view it!

anak derhaka!

2008-03-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

pagi yg gelap
sgt susah nk terang

the whole morning i have been crying crying and crying.
aku anak derhaka.
aku anak derhaka.
aku anak derhaka.

this morning i felt like i have no more hope to move on.
i cannot do this.
i donno how.
help!

i need support.
i dont think i have any support.
i might as well just fall down and die.

dis is what i have done:

i broke up with farid
i broke a major skool rule
and i broke my parents trust

in order to repair that. dis is what i have done

buat surat mohon maaf kepada pk hem dan kp
berjanji untuk berubah.
try not to hurt my parents again.

dat's all i have done.

i slept at 2 morning
woke up at 6.20.
and was only ceria at agama islam's class
but i cried when ustzah noriz talked bout ibu mengandung.
she didnt realize i cried.

den after that i wanted to see ustazah to hand in the letter.
but i failed as she was not in.
den i assumed that i would be able to see her after skool.
and i failed again.

fail fail fail.
is that what i can only do?

i was doing my bm home work at my dorm when i realize.
i wanna make a big change in my life.
instead of being a stupid person who only knows how to fail.
i wanna try to suceed!

aku teringin jadi budak pandai.
jom sha2 kite jadi budak pandai.
kita rajin kan diri same2 k!

right now i only feel the support from sha2
what can i do.
i can only buck up to get what i want.

but in order to get what i want
i will have to face the music.
not the soft music.
but the heavy hardcore music.

wish me luck in suceeding!
tq!

selfish

2008-03-18T20:07:00.001+08:00

this song is for someone special!
i hope u lyk it!

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

back to school

2008-03-16T08:11:00.002+08:00

listening to : selfish by nsync

going back to school today.
will be more postings soon.
sorry bout the long not posting anything.
i was bz with mama's and my mp3.
since its both new.
i will have to put in some songs.
will be missing everyone not in cyberjaya.

after langkawi

2008-03-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

came back from langkawi already.
was a nice trip.
will be posting the story later.
but i have to update on myself first.
i will be recording my song soon by myself.
the one tittled manis
did my homework.
only left with 2 folios if i didnt find the old folio.
oh god!
trying my best to suceed in life.
weee!