sambal belacan and facebook?

during clas ustazah noriz had a lil short quiz.
and ask Cj

apa itu dosa besar?
she answered a with a slang.

relax la.
kita makan belacan.
x macam mat salleh.

hahahahahaha.
satu kelas gelak ketawa!

do we need belacan to be cool?


the other when erin came back from aussie.
she asked me.

mira, u ade facebook x?
no. i stay with myspace.
ey,ur not cool .
coz u dont have facebook.


and she keep on annoying me with

ur not cool, u dont have facebook.

one day i gave up.
and did facebook.


do we need facebook to be cool?


sambal belacan and facebook?
not cool enough for me.

sekolah cintaku

dear blue

what whould u think if i said:
aku sayang ssp !

this was what came to my head when a hatred feeling pops in me.

Sekolah Seri Puteri is not a bad school.
it is a good school.
with good facilities.
best among all the SBP.
but i wonder why people hate it so much.



these is what i got out.
reasons that i think why people hate the school:

1. not enough holidays?


2. they dont feel the freedom.


3. they cant leave their parents


4. they cant handle the stress


5. they cant cope with the timetable


6. too strict rules


7. etc. etc. etc.

what if u just think these things are just a small thing.

this is what i do
i try making these problems as a small thing
and i actually like ssp

its kinda hard but sumhow it will work.

rigth now.

i love my school.

i wanna bring up my school's name.

i wanna be proud of it.

i wanna help ease the problems faced by the school.

and i promise to come back and visit ssp after i finish my schooling days.

majulah sekolah untuk negara!

what r u into?

when people ask...
what are you into?

what do you answer?

right now.
i answer lotsa stuff.

im into shuffling
i can shuffle.
quite good at it.
really into it.

im into dancing.
espescially hiphop.
i can be hip and hop.
i can shake my ass and bounce.

im into underground local bands.
more known as indie rocker
coz i enjoy a lot of indie music.
i noe a lot of the local bands too.

im into debating.
i read .
im curious.
i lyk to know lot.
and i wanna be a lawyer.

im into underground british bands.
they make me feel free.
my favourite band dat i never get bored of:
funeral for a friend.

i enjoy anime.
especially yakitate and deathnote and comics.
read em'.
watch em'.
love em'.

im into harajuku .
all those funky clothings.
all those colours.

im into hiphop wear.
all those beggaes'
all those tank tops.

lots of things im into.
what does dis makes me?

ost of step up 2

Tracklist:
1. Flo Rida - Low (Feat. T-Pain)
2. Missy Elliott - Shake Your Pom Pom
3. Cherish - Killa (Feat. Yung Joc)
4. Plies - Hypnotized (Feat. Akon)
5. Cassie - Is It You
6. Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait (Feat. Plies)
7. T-Pain - Church (Feat. Teddy Verseti)
8. Missy Elliott - Ching-A-Ling
9. Enrique Iglesias - Push
10. Cupid - 3-6-9 (Feat. B.o.B )
11. Bayje - Impossible
12. Sophia Fresh - Lives In Da Club (Feat. Jay Lyriq)
13. Scarface - Girl You Know (Feat. Trey Songz)
14. KC - Say Cheese
15. Brit & Alex - Let It Go
16. Montana Tucker, Sikora and Denial - Ain't No Stressin

step up 2 final dance

this is the video of step up 2 final dance!
smart dowh!

three last parts u will enjoy!

Step Up The Streets - The Final DanceMusic:
- Timbaland feat. Dr. Dre, Missy Elliot and Justin Timberlake: Bounce
- Rage against the Machine: Killing in the Name of
- Swiss Beatz: Money In The Bank

ENJOY!

bukan anak derhaka.

aku bukan anak derhaka.
tetapi aku seseorang anak yg sedang mencuba hidup dgn cara yg dingini.

salah!

aku seorang anak yg sedang cuba hidup dgn cara yg terbaik dan seronok.



mama read my blog.
she asked me what i did wrong to the school.
i told her i tell if she wont scold me.


i ada number lain and i bwk phone to ke skolah
phone mane u pakai?
phone yg auntie odah bg tu.

that was the confession.

i explained more and she wanted to see the kp
k. amira mat aziz
so i brought her there.


she talked to k. amira while i went back to debate session.
she came back and told me to amik barang from the car.
yada-yada-yada.
mama told sum things of what i should noe.
i told her what im facing thru.
den
walaaaa
KFC!

i shared it with my frens n sha2
now i feel so much better.
oh yeah!
opened my email and saw an email mama sent me:


Dear emira,

U bukan anak derhaka. U are a child who is growing, make mistakes along the way. But there's always repairs to be done, to be a good daughter. I love u very much, do not worry, just remember once beaten twice shy. Buah Pisang tak bebuah dua kali. Meaning do not make mistake for the second time. Learn from your mistake.

Bye love u


sweet kan?
thanks mama!









i feel lyk shaking my butt off after iylia showed me the vids of step up 2.
damn! they r good.
but there is a blooper during the final dance of the msa crew.

moose was sometimes wearing a jacket and sometimes not.
catch it again.



plus, paramore has a new video clip.

the song is nice but the vid is a bit lame.
hayley hair is also very plain than previous vids.
enjoy it!

hari sukan

hari sukan ssp photos uploaded in my myspace!
view it!

anak derhaka!

pagi yg gelap
sgt susah nk terang

the whole morning i have been crying crying and crying.
aku anak derhaka.
aku anak derhaka.
aku anak derhaka.

this morning i felt like i have no more hope to move on.
i cannot do this.
i donno how.
help!

i need support.
i dont think i have any support.
i might as well just fall down and die.

dis is what i have done:

• i broke up with farid
• i broke a major skool rule
• and i broke my parents trust

in order to repair that. dis is what i have done

• buat surat mohon maaf kepada pk hem dan kp
• berjanji untuk berubah.
• try not to hurt my parents again.

dat's all i have done.

i slept at 2 morning
woke up at 6.20.
and was only ceria at agama islam's class
but i cried when ustzah noriz talked bout ibu mengandung.
she didnt realize i cried.

den after that i wanted to see ustazah to hand in the letter.
but i failed as she was not in.
den i assumed that i would be able to see her after skool.
and i failed again.

fail fail fail.
is that what i can only do?

i was doing my bm home work at my dorm when i realize.
i wanna make a big change in my life.
instead of being a stupid person who only knows how to fail.
i wanna try to suceed!

aku teringin jadi budak pandai.
jom sha2 kite jadi budak pandai.
kita rajin kan diri same2 k!

right now i only feel the support from sha2
what can i do.
i can only buck up to get what i want.

but in order to get what i want
i will have to face the music.
not the soft music.
but the heavy hardcore music.

wish me luck in suceeding!
tq!

selfish

this song is for someone special!
i hope u lyk it!

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

back to school

listening to : selfish by nsync

going back to school today.
will be more postings soon.
sorry bout the long not posting anything.
i was bz with mama's and my mp3.
since its both new.
i will have to put in some songs.
will be missing everyone not in cyberjaya.

after langkawi

came back from langkawi already.
was a nice trip.
will be posting the story later.
but i have to update on myself first.
i will be recording my song soon by myself.
the one tittled manis
did my homework.
only left with 2 folios if i didnt find the old folio.
oh god!
trying my best to suceed in life.
weee!

up and all

this is another of my lyrics.

faster than a speeding bullet
my heart beats
everytime i think of u
going up and down
u make me on fire

give it up
take it all
i know u can

*just for me
say it all
all u can

give it up
take it all
one last time yeah!

repeat *

fin me inside out
get me out
make me shout
ohhh!
i just wanna be with u

please please please
dont u ever leave me

cintaku manis

this is my first malay lyrics.

hope u guys lyk it.

it may be a bit funny bdw.



jalan itu tiada rintangan.

tiada akhirnya dimana jua.

selama aku bersama mu

tiada halangan yg tiba



manis manis

cintaku padamu



disinilah kau disisi ku

api panas membara

walaupun sudah berape lama

ku tidak jemu.

yesterday and today!

home.
finally.

yesterday was nabz's birthday.
didnt have the time to wish him.
but i wished him in advance already.
weeee!

physics exam was fine.
i think.
except for the calculations.
i think i suck at it.

est was easy.
and japanese was hard.

exam's over now!
a whole holiday with relax!!!
NOOO!
still got homework!
alamak!
we though teacher wont give any.
but they still.
i guess boarding skool teachers mmg syg their students- ah!

then comes theraphy.
today theraphy is kinda unique!
i had to do a lot exercises with my stomach.
and the instructor kept on reminding me
tuck in ur belly!
abs in!
dont move ur legs up!
sish.
needs a lot of hardwork.
mama doesnt want to pay alot.
so i have to be discipline and practice independently.

a week after i lost my mp3
now mama told me whe ordered an mp3
from EBay.
its waterproof.
its lyk a watch.
1GB.
but i wonder if its true.
takut kena tipu.

bdw.
i'm not going to singapore.
only papa's going.
but it doenst really matter.
i can go next time.

mama told me i will be spending bout a moth in aussie end of this year.
sounds like a lot of fun!
WEEEEEE!
=D

tonite.
we're watching jumper.
rachel bilson's acting.
i guess it would be great!

the exam week

well
it started of with bengong addmaths.
i did "great"
ya right.
bengong ah!
all the question of quadratic functions i couldnt answer.
asma had only 2 questions answered.
some only had 1 page.

den bm was fine
and so is agama.
though i lost 10 marks in agama already

biology mmg biol!
confirm G9 !
dat's what everyone says atfer the bio paper.
i hentam most of the questions!
there goes my biology.



the next day
sejarah paper.
i didnt noe the answer
tgk board belakang
TA-DAAA!
there's the answer!
hahahaa.

maths was easy
and also 1119

chemistry was ok
except for the definations.
damn i suck at these!

and 2mrw's papers are physics, est, and japanese
going to langkawi and singapore dis hols.
and deciding which gig to go to.
got to buy lots of presents!
hehehe.

anime,gigs and hols

wow!
it didnt noe dat i would actually like anime.
after listening to their song
i suddenly have this intension of knowing more.
i tried reading manga.
now im addicted to death note manga.
and then i watch yakitate japan.
and i love watching it
but the manga is a bit boring as yakitate has a lot explanasions.

right now i really enjoy their songs.
song of ost yakitate is so jolly and enjoyish.
songs of death note ost is very scary yet crazy and funny.

gigs coming up this hols!
felt lyk going.
but im not going to sunburst for sure.
too expensive.
got not enough money la
plus not all the bands are interesting to listen and watch.
go to gigs first then only shows.
so i wont waste a lot of money.
some band mite be good at cds and tapes.
but some wont sound good live.

on the 7th
there is one in mmu.
many of the good bands are performing.
i might wanna go and watch.
the others i cant really remember.
will post it as soon as i know.

god! i need an mp3
papa said i can only buy one after a month or 2
sish'
i hope he change his mind and let me buy it during the hols.

ouh
dis hols i will be going to langkawi!!
scuba diving!